Fat Freak Out

Do you ever have days where you pull something out of your closet, try it on and after walking around a little and constantly tugging at it, you realize you can’t wear it?  Then you try something else on and the same thing happens.  Not matter what, you just feel FAT!  I’ve gained back a few lbs recently and to be honest, I can see it and feel it.  Two places I notice it most are my face and my stomach.

This is the first top I tried on yesterday.  I look pregnant.  Very pregnant. (I’m not, I promise)

Wrigely even photo bombed to take a peek.

Then I tried this shirt on and ended up wearing it with a tank underneath. (excuse the messy bed – sheets were being washed)

I still didn’t feel comfortable, but I went with it.  I’ve had days where I end up making a huge pile of clothes on the floor because I’m not satisfied with anything I try on.  We were meeting my sister’s, their boyfriends and some other friends at the ballpark for a Daytona Cubs game.  Because I was already feeling bad about myself and didn’t want to eat at the game, I had dinner before we left the house.

Quinoa, black beans and half of a sweet potato

It was hot at the game.  I was just sitting there and I was sweating.  I think this was our 5th Cubs game this year and unfortunately we witnessed a loss for the first time.  Sam was full of smiles for the most part.

The ankles crossed – as always.  :)

She loves her mommy and daddy!

Remember how I turned down froyo earlier this week?  Everyone was going after the game and even after having a fat freak out earlier, I couldn’t resist.

I’m off to the gym to start this day off on the right foot.  Enjoy your Saturday!  :)



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    Just for the record, you don’t look even kinda fat. However, I know that feeling of being too big for your own skin uncomfortable icky feeling and it super sucks. Hang in there!
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